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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

9:44 AM

morning people.

It's been awhile i didnt blog...
well, since my boss is late (again), and i have nothing to do,
den why not?

Life's kinda looking up for me now.
PH is only once a wk, which is a relief..
but i tell you, i do miss the ppl there.
Anyways,2 wks ago i was working in CGH.
But i quit soon after... i didnt feel like i belonged there.
Those were the most loneliest days of my life so far.
There were ppl around...but i felt estranged.
I felt outcasted.
And i did what i did.
I left.

Now, im working for a director of a business in property
& hospitality.
It's ok...
Im surviving.
But.. there's no weekends for me... which is kinda sad.
Cant complain tho...
I need build a life with Him...
Otherwise, it'll take me years...

All im wishing now is that these coming years will go by fast,
and then i can be a tai-tai at home.
:P

Till den.

~loves

p/s: i need my weekend!

&the beauty.

1:43 AM

I hate my life.
Well, not the WHOLE of it, but mostly the life spent working my ass off in ph.
I hate it sooooo much...
But unfortunately i have no choice!
Lunch hours are so damn packed nowadays, that i cant take it anymore...
I almost broke down just now.
After 5 freaking years in this company, working as a waitress, going up the ladder til my current position, I HAVE NEVER SPILLED ANY DRINKS at all.
It's ok if im just a trainee.... BUT i am NOT.
In fact im a TRAINER now...
And, i spilled the drinks!
YES. I did.
Can you believe it???
Yes, it was an accident.
I didnt even realise the topples of the glasses on my tray until it was too late.
Im so damn lucky that the customer whom i spilled the drinks on (ok, it was just his pants that got wet) was too shocked to even scold me...
And im more lucky that his friend was kind enough to tell me it was ok... that i dont have to worry...
Oh man.... imagine the embarassment i had to endure throughout the whole busy period after that...
I was so embarrassed and pissed off that it happened, that i ALMOST wanted to cry!
Not forgetting, in my rush to the bar to get rid of the tray full of pepsi+orange juice, i shouted out some vulgarities INFRONT of 2 takeaway customers.
I DIDNT CARE.
I was too pissed off with the rush hour... it was too extreme... even for us supervisors.
We had to be patient... but everything has a limit right?
The patience, for me, has dried out...
I have feelings too...

I wish that this will stop soon...
I hate ph...
Politics... idiotic managements... stupid marketing people..
They are freaking backstabbers...

Im hoping astons will take our customers... and lessen the crowd on our side...
I dont care about the sales anymore...
I hope Suntec closes down, and another outlet opens up where there'll be less idiotic customers for lunch...

I wish i wish i wish....

AND I KNOW IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.

*Bugger*

&the beauty.

3:17 AM

Yesterday, we turned 4 years old.

"Happy 4th yr love. Thanks for the many2 bunch of good memories, and even bad ones that helped make us more mature. Simply, thanks for being there. Love u.. "

&the beauty.

2:50 AM

I cant believe the economy is this bad.
But it seems as if us Singaporeans are not so much affected...
Well, i am.
But not those customers that come barging in to eat.
Omg.
I currently am in the "hate phase".
I am hating work right now....
Its bad... Sales are not picking up, yet we are working our asses off !
AND, it seems that we are getting the "Bad Service Award"..!
Honestly, we gave our best. But just cuz we scored bad for our CMS check DOES NOT mean we are bad servers.
These CMS checkers are not doing a proper job!!!
We are practically smiling in their faces BUT they stil failed to even acknowledge our smile...
Points deducted for not smiling !
RIDICULOUS!!
I mean, i dont hate people.
But sometimes i just wish that those that came in our place can emphatise with us that worked shitless all day.
We are not even a high-class restaurant, yet those big-shots act as if they are freaking rich, so that makes them VIPs?
Duh.

Hours are cut due to bad sale...
C'mon, u cant expect sales when the "people up there" are marketig SET meals at $7 ??
Yes, traffic increased. Sales? NO.
I am getting so sick and tired.....
UNFORTUNATELY, i have to stay and stick by PH. Until i get a permanent and full-time job...
Been looking for jobs.. seems all is hopeless?
Looks like another year or two till my life gets straighten out?
OH. And being a manager for PH, will be the last job on earth that i would even consider taking...
even if the pay's not bad...
Simply said, good pay does not pay for the high level of stress...

*Stressed*
~yunnie

&the beauty.

1:41 AM

6 days ago at 2.30pm, i was in the air.
Flying over wonderful sceneries of the land below.
That was my first time ever in an airplane...
And the feeling was more of excitement than nerves..

Now im back in Sgp, a year older.
Cuz the day we flew back to Sgp, was the day i turned 23 years old.
A wonderful memory i can say, having spent my birthday night at another's country. Or island if i may say.

Phuket was fabulous!
I totally do not regret this trip!
Even though there were at times that i felt like walking by myself around the island so that i can breathe in the scenic view of the ocean, and the hills.. im still glad that nothing bad had happened, and all went well.
It was the best holiday for now, having spent it with my love too.
The best way to have spent my b'day night.
Only i wished it could be better.. heehee.
I was imagining more of lying on the sand at night staring into the sky, and breathing in the fresh air, at the same time locking that moment in my mind...
:)
Love it, love it, love it!
So many things we did over at the island, which once went through a very tragic event.
Snorkelling at Phi Phi Island, Excitement-filled elephant ride, Cute monkey shows, Thrilling ATV rides, and not forgetting Sunbathing at Patong Beach!!!
4 days was NOT enough. Wished i could stay longer!
Undescribable.

Some shots we took on this trip...

Next trip... BALI??

~L0ves

&the beauty.

2:14 AM

I know it's quite late for me to blog.
But right now i just felt i have to pen down my thoughts.

This is not about me.
It's about my sister.

I was waken up to her pissed voice scolding down her phone.
And i was pretty pissed myself.
Im damn too tired to care,
but i couldnt help eavesdropping.
(Anyway, i couldnt drown out her voice, it was a tad too loud)

And so it seems that my dearest sister is fighting with her "love".
Over some comment some idiotic girl wrote on my sis's idiotic bf's TAG profile.
So i waited till my sis put down her call, and being the concerned lil' sister, i asked her what was that about.
She started crying... and showed me the comments that bitch gave.
The comments went something like... "You were the best thing that happened in my life... and i knew i loved you..."
(snippets of it,by the way.)
Who the hell would comment like that, if she or he knows that this particular person has a gf/bf???
And he had the cheek to tell her to ignore this girl.
My god... it's obvious he is still in contact with his past "scandals"...
Does he not care how my sister feels?

Easy said, i wasnt really pissed at the "unfortunately-idiotic" girl.
In fact i was not very happy with my sister's "bf".
Firstly, i dont like him.
Even though i have not met him yet, i dont have a good feeling about this one.
I dont know.. maybe the fact that he's too young for my sister plays a part.
But i know... i know age doesnt matter when it comes to love.
I mean, IF she ends up getting hitched to this guy, it's fine by me.
It's her fate right?
But now, NOW, i dont like him.
U guys will be thinking im really being unfair to my sister...
"Give her a chance..."
Right??

I did.

I gave her that chance weeks ago.
When i first heard that she got together with this BOY, even before really knowing him.
That's how naive my sister is.
But, it's her life, true?
So i kept aside my comments and let her be happy.

Which, now, comes to this....
SHE IS NOT HAPPY.
She was way much more happier before she met this guy.
She smiled more, she ATE more (that didnt stop, mind you...), she was more easy-going...
She had no worries.

The changes began...
She cries more often...
She woke up early everytime to meet him.. and ended up getting ditched at the last minute.

I shut my mouth when that happens.
Cuz i honestly didnt want to hurt my sister.

Just now was a good enough reason to tell her my opinions.
And i told her the truth.
Told her i dont like this particular guy.
I had no problems with her other past relationships...
But this... this i dont like.
"His maturity level is still down at his ankles", i said.

I didnt think she liked what i had to say..
Which was right.
Whatever i told her was what i really honestly thought was best for her..
It's up to her whether to accept it or not.
I've always been honest with what i say when it comes to BGRs, especially to her.
I feel that i have to speak my mind about her relationships.
I want her to be happy...
She had been hurt so many times by so many guys, that i cant let her go on and get fooled.
Again, she did it.

If this guy honestly loves her, like what he said when she asked during the conversation, then he should be willing to change and give her his utmost attention.
He himself is still naive.
Friends are much more prioritised than my sister.
Last minute changes to their plans...
Even on my sister's birthday, he cancelled their plan!!
"Family problem", he said.
So why didnt he met my sister after that??
Why cant he try to escape for awhile to see my sister?
What other 'old school' reasons he have up his sleeve to give my sister?
-_-'

My sister deserves to be happy.
I strongly believe this guy cant make her happy.

"If one truly loves the other, then one has to TRY and change his ways."

True?

Even if he cant, he has to try.
Not only for my sister, but for THEIR future.

I hope my sister will learnt soon.
*Cross fingers*

~L0ves

&the beauty.

12:45 AM

Hi there.

Firstly, to my dearest,
Happy Belated 27th Birthday,
celebrated on 21st January..

Basically, we celebrated his 27th very simply..
I went over to his place for makan..
His mum cooked so much..
I even jokingly asked her who's getting married..
Heehee.
As if she was hinting something huh... :P
Anyway, his mum made a 'Pulut Cake' for him....
UNIQUE.
That shows his mother's love to him...

His dearest Niece, who's birthday is next, on 24th Jan...

Well, after the "cake" cutting, we headed to CGH to visit Ahmad,
down with stomach flu...(it's spreading!!!)

After which, we went to Swensen's to grab dessert!

And on the way there, i managed to capture this...

What is it?
The sunset.

Which is to say, the picture quality is terrible.
Haha.
Used my phone, what do u expect?
Anyway i still like the picture.
:p

So, basically that was the day spent 2 days ago...
Looking forward to Sat now...
Lunch date with the girls, and dinner with the "future" family.. ;)

Guess that's it...
No interesting stories...
More interesting pictures on my Facebook..
Just uploaded the pictures i took at the zoo last sunday...
Hehe.

Till next update la ok?

~L0ves

&the beauty.

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name : yunurhaiza
alias : yun, yunnie
age : I've turned a year older on 3rd Mar! :p)

I am:
Simple-minded
Straight-forward
Open-minded
Easy to talk to
Aint a ~~bitch~~, neva wanna be.

People say, "I AM WHO I AM" For me, i am who people make me believe i am. Life makes us become who we are today, yesterday & tomorrow. LIfe aint perfect, and it's nt always about us. Take a look around... Learning from mistakes brings us to the ground we're standing on. Without tasting d different tastes of life, we dun call it living. We're nt born PERFECT, yet we are being taught on HOW to be perfect. Dat's wat GOD is doing. HE teach. My perspective on LIFE: LIve to learn, from mistakes we do. Be it big or small. Appreciate those dat did us good. Appreciate the chance given, to LIVE.

Yearning for...
♥| ~~a ReaL h0Liday~~..
♥| a whoLe new Wardrobe!
♥| the feeLing of getting used to wearing kiLLer hiGh heeLs!! ;P
♥| ~~a maKeover..~~
♥| a suzuki swift! or.. maybe.. a Picanto?? *sigh*
♥| a Life wif no Pr0bLem0... of cuz dat's nt gonna happen.. :(
♥| my own Baby.. hee3

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