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Tuesday, October 2, 2007

12:19 PM

she's been wearing my clothes ever since she came here. can u imagine d feelin of seein sumone wearing sumting u juz bought?? i onli wore it once, n yet she gt d cheek to juz grab it, wear it, n flaunt it lyk nobody else's business.. a bday gift frm my bf, she wore it. asked d permission once, n never ask again. at first i dun mind.. cuz u noe, she juz came here so she gt nothing to wear.. i understand dat. bt nw it's been a few mths.. counting d last 2 mths she stayed over, n she stil gt nothing 2 wear? bullsh*t. come to tink of it, even wen she was living at d other side of d wrld, she wore their clothes. selfishly tinking dat dey're ok wif it... furthermore, she wears dem to come here. n never return back. dat's wat im afraid of. my mango top, a gift frm Karen.. had d same story. it's over der.. god knows hu's wearing it.
day by day.. i dun tink i can take it. why cant she juz buy her own clothes?? every top i have, i started to use it less cuz of her. why u ask? she gt a nice body. i dun. so my self-esteem's affected. i see her wear.. she looks better wearing it, n thus i tend to wear it less. cuz i noe i dun look gd in dem. bt den, it's mine..i bought wif my own hard-earned money.. i juz keep quiet.. it'll be worse if we're nt on speaking terms.

anw..d drama's showcase tmr nyt. evryting's nt redi yet.. d lighting n stuff. bt hopefully, tings dun screw up..

audrie's making noise here ryt nw. dis instant. i feel lyk she's been neglected by her own mum. her own mum who tink's her own life is much much more important. wen her daughter's at hm, she takes care for a while.. n den puts her aside wif me or d rest of my family.. den go out, n enjoy her stupid watever life outside. is dat a real mum? she aint even redi to b a mum, if her life's more important den her own kid. her lovelife's d first on her list even i gez.. well.. it's true u cant see ur own flaws.. onli ppl outside dat can see..so i gez she tinks she's got nothin against her.

me n him.. hmm.. met him dat sunday before i went to wrk.. wasnt in my best mood.. so it kinda make me lay out my moodiness on him..he was tryin to cheer me up. bt evry single ting he say makes me irritated. every single ting i tell u..ppl hu know him will understand me.haiz. i wonder hw i can tahan wif his lameness for 2, almost 3 yrs.. seriously. as he gets older i tink his jokes are becoming more n more basi.

anw.. right nw i cannot tahan wif audrie's shouting!! she's cute. bt omg wen she wants attention she reli want it. so. i gotta ciao.

til den.

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name : yunurhaiza
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age : I've turned a year older on 3rd Mar! :p)

I am:
Simple-minded
Straight-forward
Open-minded
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Aint a ~~bitch~~, neva wanna be.

People say, "I AM WHO I AM" For me, i am who people make me believe i am. Life makes us become who we are today, yesterday & tomorrow. LIfe aint perfect, and it's nt always about us. Take a look around... Learning from mistakes brings us to the ground we're standing on. Without tasting d different tastes of life, we dun call it living. We're nt born PERFECT, yet we are being taught on HOW to be perfect. Dat's wat GOD is doing. HE teach. My perspective on LIFE: LIve to learn, from mistakes we do. Be it big or small. Appreciate those dat did us good. Appreciate the chance given, to LIVE.

Yearning for...
♥| ~~a ReaL h0Liday~~..
♥| a whoLe new Wardrobe!
♥| the feeLing of getting used to wearing kiLLer hiGh heeLs!! ;P
♥| ~~a maKeover..~~
♥| a suzuki swift! or.. maybe.. a Picanto?? *sigh*
♥| a Life wif no Pr0bLem0... of cuz dat's nt gonna happen.. :(
♥| my own Baby.. hee3

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