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Saturday, November 24, 2007

4:56 AM

i cant slp. something's troubling me.. i feel it in my heart... d only ting is, i dunno wat it is.. i wish i can get it off my shoulders... working full shift later, on a saturday. i seldom wrk full on a saturday, normally cuz of him. sat's 'our' day.. bt, i dun seem to care.. i felt nothing wen nisha put me full.. i juz dn feel it necessary to be hysterical over it u noe.....

anws, im kinda having a headache nw.. nt reli aching, juz floating.. feels lyk my brain's wushing (is der such a word???) ard in my head.. sis brought hm sup tulang, n i ate d soup onli.. it's goat's meat, which i dun reli take.. so i gez dat's d cause of my wushing brain. watever. i noe i dun feel gd... inside out.

ok... to try n let out my feelings rite nw.. basically, im yearning to drive!! bt! even wen i hav a bf who has his dad's car to sometimes bring me ard...., it's useless. and pointless. juz yesterday nyt, it was me (again) dat asked him whether he wants to see me, n he took a loooooooong time to decide... until i juz boarded d bus home, den he called n tol me he'll mit me... wif his fren.. whom im very ok wif, of all among his other frens la.. anw, met him.. wishing i cud get a chance to drive us back to my place.. bt alas, i didnt get to. went to prata place to mkn.. (was only him cuz i was left wif 5bucks!) which is located at thomson plaza, n chit chat.. basically btwn him n his bestfren. wat i got out of d conversation was dat dey were toking soccer.. (duh)

so anw i made dis out of boredom...

and dis....

not fogetting Mr Smiley here....

gez wat dey're made of? lol.

ironic huh.. i became an artist freak wen im bored. haha. anw back to d story... wen we were goin off, i was tinking maybe i'll get d chance to drive... since thomson's so near 2 my place.. bt too bad, my wish was gone unheard.. i noe it's nt a big deal... bt i kinda feel lyk, he doesnt trust me... he is stil nt believing dat i can oredi drive, n dat im so legible to drive... yeah, i noe it's nothing.. bt c'mon! he's my bf for god's sake... i even told him to bring d p plate nex tym so i can drive! god.. i wish i hav my own car! i wil definitely bring my frens ard FIRST b4 him! uuurrrghh....

nw i gez dis is wat's troubling me... d suspicion of him lacking trust n believe in me. sometimes i fil lyk im nt treated for my age. sometimes i fil lyk stil a kid cuz of ppl's attitude towards me.. why cant ppl treat me lyk an adult?? for goodness's sake.. even my bf doesnt!!! oh watever...

so now im juz...

*wishing i have a car to drive!!!*

til den.. me n my wushing brain says gd morning!!

& gd nyt!

&the beauty.

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name : yunurhaiza
alias : yun, yunnie
age : I've turned a year older on 3rd Mar! :p)

I am:
Simple-minded
Straight-forward
Open-minded
Easy to talk to
Aint a ~~bitch~~, neva wanna be.

People say, "I AM WHO I AM" For me, i am who people make me believe i am. Life makes us become who we are today, yesterday & tomorrow. LIfe aint perfect, and it's nt always about us. Take a look around... Learning from mistakes brings us to the ground we're standing on. Without tasting d different tastes of life, we dun call it living. We're nt born PERFECT, yet we are being taught on HOW to be perfect. Dat's wat GOD is doing. HE teach. My perspective on LIFE: LIve to learn, from mistakes we do. Be it big or small. Appreciate those dat did us good. Appreciate the chance given, to LIVE.

Yearning for...
♥| ~~a ReaL h0Liday~~..
♥| a whoLe new Wardrobe!
♥| the feeLing of getting used to wearing kiLLer hiGh heeLs!! ;P
♥| ~~a maKeover..~~
♥| a suzuki swift! or.. maybe.. a Picanto?? *sigh*
♥| a Life wif no Pr0bLem0... of cuz dat's nt gonna happen.. :(
♥| my own Baby.. hee3

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