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Tuesday, December 4, 2007
10:29 AM

no point having a car licence.
cuz even the person i trust most n believe in doesnt believe in me...
everyting was ok til i went behind the wheel. i can feel the tension building up in d car... i can feel him tense up. why?? yes, he gave me a chance to drive. bt wat's d point?? he doesnt believe in me. he doesnt trust my driving. why? izit cuz im stil new?? of cuz i am. wat did he tink? dat im supposed to be be so perfect in dis?? im nt him. im nt a 6-yr experienced driver...nt even a 1 mth driver.. he's d only chance i have to learn to get used to d rd.. bt.. gez i cant depend on him animore...

d frustrating ting is.. i told him my feelings abt dis.. i told him my confusion.. why he tensed up.. i wrote a 5sms long text to him... bt wat did i get? nt even a bit of assurance dat he didnt feel d way i tot he is feeling... nt even a single word abt d msg i gave him. hw can i nt be sad? hw can my heart nt feel heavy? my words were either left unheard or unseen. my words have fallen on deaf ears, stubborn eyes... wat does it take for him to chg? false promises made... gave him time to realise his mistakes, even if it's few... bt.. god.. it's useless...
hw long more can i take dis? how long more can he overcome his stupid ego?

d last ting i wanna do is juz let go... 3yrs of edurance.. i cant juz leave evryting behind.. ive closed one eye, ive closed both eyes... shud i close my ears too? shud i juz blind myself so as nt to see n be hurt by his actions n words? yes. he's a gd guy.. a gd fren.. bt he has a lot to learn hw to handle dis rltnship of ours. he has to.

is he nt afraid to lose me?...

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me

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name : yunurhaiza
alias : yun, yunnie
age : I've turned a year older on 3rd Mar! :p)

I am:
Simple-minded
Straight-forward
Open-minded
Easy to talk to
Aint a bitch, neva wanna be.

People say, "I AM WHO I AM" For me, i am who people make me believe i am. Life makes us become who we are today, yesterday & tomorrow. LIfe aint perfect, and it's nt always about us. Take a look around... Learning from mistakes brings us to the ground we're standing on. Without tasting d different tastes of life, we dun call it living. We're nt born PERFECT, yet we are being taught on HOW to be perfect. Dat's wat GOD is doing. HE teach. My perspective on LIFE: LIve to learn, from mistakes we do. Be it big or small. Appreciate those dat did us good. Appreciate the chance given, to LIVE.

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loves & hates

L0ves...

♥| staying out late.
♥| Cupcorn! yumm.
♥| the sweet gasey taste of COKE!
♥| the Sand, Sun & Sea..
Lastly..
♥| HIM....

Hates...

♥| Crying.. BUT i do cry.. but i hate it..
♥| Hypocrites.
♥| Pretenders.
♥| Tw0-faced B*tches & B*stards (sorry for the French ;))
♥| Taugeh!! ewww...
and...
♥| My emotional, sensitive periods!

desires

Yearning for...
♥| a ReaL h0Liday..
♥| a whoLe new Wardrobe!
♥| the feeLing of getting used to wearing kiLLer hiGh heeLs!! ;P
♥| a maKeover..
♥| a suzuki swift! or.. maybe.. a Picanto?? *sigh*
♥| a Life wif no Pr0bLem0... of cuz dat's nt gonna happen.. :(
♥| my own Baby.. hee3

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