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Wednesday, April 8, 2009

1:43 AM

I hate my life.
Well, not the WHOLE of it, but mostly the life spent working my ass off in ph.
I hate it sooooo much...
But unfortunately i have no choice!
Lunch hours are so damn packed nowadays, that i cant take it anymore...
I almost broke down just now.
After 5 freaking years in this company, working as a waitress, going up the ladder til my current position, I HAVE NEVER SPILLED ANY DRINKS at all.
It's ok if im just a trainee.... BUT i am NOT.
In fact im a TRAINER now...
And, i spilled the drinks!
YES. I did.
Can you believe it???
Yes, it was an accident.
I didnt even realise the topples of the glasses on my tray until it was too late.
Im so damn lucky that the customer whom i spilled the drinks on (ok, it was just his pants that got wet) was too shocked to even scold me...
And im more lucky that his friend was kind enough to tell me it was ok... that i dont have to worry...
Oh man.... imagine the embarassment i had to endure throughout the whole busy period after that...
I was so embarrassed and pissed off that it happened, that i ALMOST wanted to cry!
Not forgetting, in my rush to the bar to get rid of the tray full of pepsi+orange juice, i shouted out some vulgarities INFRONT of 2 takeaway customers.
I DIDNT CARE.
I was too pissed off with the rush hour... it was too extreme... even for us supervisors.
We had to be patient... but everything has a limit right?
The patience, for me, has dried out...
I have feelings too...

I wish that this will stop soon...
I hate ph...
Politics... idiotic managements... stupid marketing people..
They are freaking backstabbers...

Im hoping astons will take our customers... and lessen the crowd on our side...
I dont care about the sales anymore...
I hope Suntec closes down, and another outlet opens up where there'll be less idiotic customers for lunch...

I wish i wish i wish....

AND I KNOW IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.

*Bugger*

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name : yunurhaiza
alias : yun, yunnie
age : I've turned a year older on 3rd Mar! :p)

I am:
Simple-minded
Straight-forward
Open-minded
Easy to talk to
Aint a ~~bitch~~, neva wanna be.

People say, "I AM WHO I AM" For me, i am who people make me believe i am. Life makes us become who we are today, yesterday & tomorrow. LIfe aint perfect, and it's nt always about us. Take a look around... Learning from mistakes brings us to the ground we're standing on. Without tasting d different tastes of life, we dun call it living. We're nt born PERFECT, yet we are being taught on HOW to be perfect. Dat's wat GOD is doing. HE teach. My perspective on LIFE: LIve to learn, from mistakes we do. Be it big or small. Appreciate those dat did us good. Appreciate the chance given, to LIVE.

Yearning for...
♥| ~~a ReaL h0Liday~~..
♥| a whoLe new Wardrobe!
♥| the feeLing of getting used to wearing kiLLer hiGh heeLs!! ;P
♥| ~~a maKeover..~~
♥| a suzuki swift! or.. maybe.. a Picanto?? *sigh*
♥| a Life wif no Pr0bLem0... of cuz dat's nt gonna happen.. :(
♥| my own Baby.. hee3

p/s: Cant tink of aniting more.. will update! hoho.

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